Looking at my last post on this blog, dated FEBRUARY 2018, I’m just thinking: “Are we really on the 30th of December already?” and “Oops, you didn’t really listen to yourself, now did you!” Again. Deja vu! Do I sound like a broken record? Yes, I sure do! Does it bug me? Yes, it does. Which, to me, is a sign that it still matters. The moment you stop caring, that is the exact moment when you give up.
I won’t go into elaborate details and plans, because I am still figuring it out. The only thing I know for sure is that things will have to change. I’m not healthy and I feel it every single day. Self care and self love is at an all time low for me, and I know what will change it. No use feeling intimidated by the mountain that lies in front of me, I can only do it by focusing on breaking my numerous bad habits, one at a time.
So as we approach the euphoria of the new year (whether you believe it is just another arb day on the calendar, or the perfect opportunity to push that ‘reset’ button), I am taking the time to take a step back. It is obvious what has not worked for me. It isn’t always that obvious how to fix it. Time to sit down and do some planning!
Time to take some responsibility.